I need to re-connect me to myself
No more pretending, no more oblivious thoughts
It's time to be real, it's time to face the truth
For life it's just a glimpse, an illusion in a sea of incertainty.
The fragments of connection died
Some things just won't fade with time
Hide behind a transparent eye
You can't see me but I can you...
Betray without a moment's thought
Regret nothing but getting caught
Your time has come and here I stand
Why should I hold out my hand to you...
I could never turn to you
I was silenced by that look in your eye
Feel I'm slipping back again
Black cold night I toss and turn I'm sinking, feel so
Shroud me, blind me, sick, weak, empty, drag me
I tried so hard, don't drown me, bound to me,
self indulgently ...crazed
Black as coal, my sunken soul, will it ever be
Come on and twist that knife again
Well I'd like to see you fucking try
Never going back again
An answer won't come from me
Confront your own worst enemy
What does your mirror see
Is it time to face up to me?